ah 25 people! thats crazy! i wouldnt be able to handle that.
im in the exact same situation as you! working hard in the off-season, having high expectaions from other people and from myself. and the new people getting all the attention..
im one of the few girls with any vaulting experiance at all ( this is my second year) but my coach is expecting big things for me this year, i dont know how to make that happen with so little time. im also worried and get nervous about the new people because some are pretty good and i dont want to lose my spot on varsity.
its the worst when i have a bad jump and want to improve and feel better about it but there are so few chances to do better that i often leave practice feeling like i should and could have done better but there was no time
and good luck to you too!! i feel your frustration